My life has completely spiraled downwards.

In the past 18 weeks I've been forcefully sent to 3 therapists, a nutritionist, and to America.

My mum has made me quit school in fear that some of my friends are forcing this E.D. on me.

I've moved into a two-bedroom townhouse in Atlanta, Georgia...I believe the area I'm in is called Dunwoody? Anyways I don't even know where the bloody hell I am quite frankly.  Hard to believe in 18 weeks I'd end up here.  My mum thought it was quite "generous" of her to pay for all this...quite generous in deed.

I've also have another problem and I definitely find myself questioning it.

I recently found out I have a cutting problem.

Yes, I know it's awful..just awful.  I mean truthfully thought I've never noticed it. I mean I've noticed it but not like in the way where "oh wow what the fuck am I doing" sort of noticing it.

I'm trying to quit.  Really I am. 

If my mum finds out about this, then well lets face it I'm screwed.  

Or as you Yanks say "S.O.L." haha
My neighbor loves saying that...her and her stupid Petunias.
hahaha but she's lovely.

Anywho...just like some feedback...see how everyone is doing now.

It's been quite some time, hasn't it?



Oh, another bloody thing I hated about this move: That stupid long-ass plane ride.

23 hours people. twenty-three hours.

and some fucking lunatic that's drunk off his arse is sitting next me going.."do you like the Red Hot Chilli Peppers" and I'm like. yeah yeah sure they're bloody brilliant...and the next thing I know he's trying to show me a magic trick..it worked by the way. Dunno how he did it. I swear he could have blown and bloody 10.0 as bad off as he was acting hahaha well he'd be dead. so scratch that ha

g'night mates.

Gah.

I'm just plain out bored..I'll admit it.

Nothing's happening...like nothing..

No weight change..no going places..

Nothing..

It's so strange..

My mum hasn't been home for two days, but I know where she's at.

But it's just weird I mean she drug me all the way down here and what am I suppose to do you know?

Sit here.

Pretty much.

lol

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   someone's empty house
• drinks
• friends
• music..

Hey,

Hmm, I felt the need to add some colour to my "jornal" or what-not.  So yes.. I'm bored out of my mind.

Food, Food, Food.

That the life of my mom haha but she's always soo little..I mean her metabolism is sooo high..lucky.

But I guess it runs in the family...except my dad....yeah that's another storry lol but I suppose I'm havnig fun in Sydney..

Taking load of photos that I'll share with you guys.

Met a next door neighbor..Chris...he's pretty hot haha.

He's from the Philippines or something & that's exciting because we're actually planning a trip over there...strange right? haha
either that or America..that should be fun

Yes but I'm out..I'm tired..and my phone is ringing off the hook..soo annoying.

G'day!

well, happy new years to all of you it just happened to!
=D
gahh i'm off!